31 Days of Tarot- The Card That Stalked Me in 2017

Blessed Kore! I’ve had a pretty full day today- full enough I didn’t even get a daily reading in! I’ll likely be doing one at night just to keep the habit up. Today I had to meet with my work program advisor, which is hardly an appointment since we tend to just hang out at coffee shops and chat! Truly, I’m blessed to have her in my life. She’s an absolute sweetheart! Aside from that, I had to go to my mundane job and get my schedule. Looks like I’m working all weekend, but hey! More money, more decks. Anyway, into the actual post because I’m stalling. I believe I’ve mentioned this card as being my stalker before, since it’s a card that eternally makes me go “what have I done in my past lives to deserve this” (answer: a lot.)

The Tower seems to constantly follow me, and I’m never sure why because the energy is always different each time. Sometimes, it leads to personal fights or shitty times. Sometimes, it leads to sudden breakthroughs. Sometimes I’m genuinely confused as to how the Tower pertained to anything in the situation. When I first got started, I thought maybe my deck wanted to be cleansed since my friend’s decks tend to throw her The Tower constantly when they want to be cleansed. But that... never solved it. One theory I have is that The Tower is sort of a card that’s chosen me- like, a random ass birth card but not? Like, I’m supposed to be the destructive force. Which, in some ways, makes sense. It could also refer to my ongoing trauma and my tendency to throw myself into situations set for destruction. I often end up in situations where negative energy is rife, but getting out is incredibly difficult. Whatever it is, I have a feeling that The Tower isn’t quite done with me yet. 

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